The husband of Amy Winehouse admits that all of the singer’s demons can be blamed on him. The confession was caught on tape.
Blake Fielder-Civil, who was recently released from jail on conspiracy charges and attending drug rehab near London, told a British paper that he was the one who introduced Winehouse to hard drugs.
“I introduced her to heroin, crack cocaine and self-harming. I feel more than guilty,” Blake confesses on the tape. “…I dragged Amy into it and without me there is no doubt that she would never have gone down that road. I ruined something beautiful.”
And now he says the only way to save the once-heralded junkie is to leave her.
“Now I have to let her go to save her life. I am not abandoning her. I am doing this out of love.”
“…The most dignified thing I can ever do in my life is to release somebody I love from my (expletive) grasp, from my clutches. When I see pictures of Amy and the state she’s in it tears my heart out. I just want to pick her up and help her. But I can’t — because I’m the man who caused it all. It scares me to death that I can’t fix Amy.”
“But for her recovery I have to leave her alone,” he finishes.
Winehouse is currently in the hospital suffering from what her reps claim is an “allergic reaction.”
December 1, 2008