'Girls' star Zosia Mamet reveals how her mother influenced her body image

Feb 19, 2016 at 7:07 p.m. ET
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Zosia Mamet, who has spoken openly about her past treatment for an eating disorder, is opening up again.

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This time, Mamet is talking about her lifelong struggle with her body image — and how her mother helped cause it.

"When I was growing up, my mother [actress Lindsay Crouse] was always on some sort of diet, and everything I was fed was nonfat or sugar free," Mamet writes in an essay for the March issue of Glamour. "When I was hungry, her first response was, 'Are you sure?' I dreaded shopping. My mother would say to me, 'Zosia, let's look in the husky section.'"

Mamet continues, "She had been a dancer growing up and had the body to match – flat stomach, small chest. I remember as a girl taking baths with her; I would stare down at my pudgy stomach and feel deep pangs of envy. I prayed I would grow up to have her body."

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But although Mamet does say that her issues with her body image were influenced by her mother, she does not blame Crouse for her eating disorder.

"As kids we are molded by our parents, sometimes intentionally, sometimes not," Mamet writes. "I want to be clear: I AM NOT BLAMING MY MOTHER FOR MY EATING DISORDER. More so, I empathize. I know that my mother's treatment of me stemmed from her own issues with her body. She struggled, so I struggled. But I did struggle."

Mamet says she's speaking out in the hope that other young girls will love their bodies more than she did.

"We have to work to forgive our mothers, hope they have forgiven their mothers, and start mothering ourselves, start mothering the broken 12-year-olds inside of us," she says. "Here's what that would look like: We can feed ourselves when we're hungry and feel good when we're full. We can thank our bodies for everything they give us rather than criticizing them for everything they don't. And when we look in the mirror, we can think of what we would say to ourselves at 12. I would tell my younger self she's beautiful just the way she is. I hope my mom is telling herself the same thing."

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