I just turned 47 years old and my husband is 53, and we have been trying to have another baby. It hasn't happened yet, but we are hoping that it will soon. Why would we want to have another child so late in life?
When we had our daughter almost six years ago, we weren't planning on having another child. When we were asked back then when we were having another child, the answer was always that we were not. Our daughter was enough for us — she was all we needed. If Madisen hadn't asked, we wouldn't have given it a second thought. I didn't think I would be able to have children to begin with. I've had numerous miscarriages over the years, the first at five months when I was 25. It continued a few times over the years, and when I finally became pregnant and had my daughter at the age of 41, it was the happiest day of my life.
My husband and I didn't come to this decision lightly. We pondered the idea over and over again, playing the pros against the cons. The biggest pro was that our daughter wanted a baby brother or sister, and the biggest cons were our age and the risks involved: gestational diabetes, Down syndrome and Cesarean section. We can handle what is given to us. There are higher risks at this age, but there are risks with any pregnancy. If a women at my age is still able to have children and she wants to, then she should.
My daughter, Madisen, is 5 years old. She has been going to school and meeting friends, who have brothers or sisters, and some of the shows she watches have brothers and sisters. Madisen wants the same as all the other kids. Many times she has uttered those words: "Can I have a brother or sister?" Those words kind of stopped us in our tracks. We would look at each other, both thinking, How do we respond? Well, I took the initiative and told her we weren't really sure about that at the moment. We would have to talk about it.
When we finally came to a decision, we kept the answer between us until our daughter asked the question again. When she finally did ask, we told her the exact truth: We want you to have a brother or sister to grow up with and share life with. We told her we would try, but it might not happen. We would try because that is what we wanted for her, too. We knew it wouldn't be easy, but we wanted to give the idea a try and share the joys and happiness of a baby with Madisen.
The questions of an inquiring 5-year-old began. Were we prepared to answer them? Yes! We are honest and as straightforward as we can be with her. She already knew that babies grow in the mama's belly but she wasn't quite sure on the hows. We try to make our answers as simple as possible for a child to understand.
The questions we were asked by our daughter were easy to answer, it was the ones we got from other people that we would probably have to answer in a nice polite way. I can hear the questions now...
The answer to anything we may have to answer is, "This is our decision and our life, and we want our child to have a brother or sister in her life. We are not going to be first-time parents, we have been through it all before. We are prepared for being up all night, the multiple feedings and diaper changes. We don't sleep much now, so having a baby will no make a difference to us.
Will the judgment and comments of others bother me? No! Share your opinion with us, but it doesn't really matter, as the choice in the end is ours and ours alone. Be prepared for us to reply to your comments. Age shouldn't make a difference if that is what we want and it is still possible.
Talk about our choice, tell us your thoughts, and then be happy for us or not. We are a strong family and will get through it — with or without your support. I don't judge your choices, so don't judge mine. It works both ways.
I am not a grandma, even though you may think I am because I am old with a young child. I have already been called Gramma and will again, but it's always nice to ask before making an assumption.
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