Jenni "JWoww" Farley has revealed one of the saddest moments of her life: the day she thought she was losing her baby.
The Jersey Shore star, who announced her pregnancy to fans on Christmas, wrote the story of how she found out she was expecting on her website — and how devastated she was when she thought she was losing her baby.
"The day before I left for the tanning convention in Nashville... I took a pregnancy test and had a faint line. I was totally confused so I showed Roger and made him buy two more tests. Both times I got faint lines but they were barely visible so I still wasn’t sure. I looked up everything online and swore I was pregnant but Roger was still skeptical," she wrote.
"The following day I met Nicole (Snooki) at the airport and I was so anxious because I didn’t know about the pregnancy dos and don't's and wasn’t sure if it was okay for me to fly. While we were at the airport, Nicole and I were going through all the usual magazines making fun of people in them and when I went to the bathroom, I saw blood and panicked. So many thoughts were running through my head. I felt a loss like no other when I thought that I was no longer pregnant. I whispered it to Roger and for that whole ride we just stared straight ahead and didn't say a word. I went to bed that night in Nashville praying it was just a thing that happens."
"The following day I told my manager to buy a 'stupid proof test' which literally says 'pregnant' or 'not pregnant.' It said pregnant and she cried and I cried and Roger looked like he was going to pass out!" she said. "That day in Nashville I was on cloud nine. I also want to apologize to anyone in Nashville because I was super nauseous and super happy which probably made me look like a crazy person!"
"That night I had an appearance with everyone at the Wildhorse Saloon and I was so nauseous, I pretended to have food poisoning and told all of Australian Gold that because I didn’t know what to say! I want to say a big thank you to them for helping me stay so comfortable and flagging down some ginger ale for me. They were so sweet and I appreciate how they tried to make me feel at ease so much!" she finished.
The Jersey Shore star is due in July.
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