"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged,for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." - Joshua 1:9
I'm praying this scripture for my youngest today.
Noah's been through so much. At only twelve, he's suffered too many trials and losses for his young life. The most difficult has been the past three and half years in coping with the death of his big brother, Austin.
Through it all he's been amazingly strong, more than anything I think to protect Mom & Dad. He puts on such a brave face but Momma sees the pain in his eyes. Tonight though he will need tremendous strength and courage.
Tonight, my baby will walk the graduation line to accept the diploma for his brother.
Our family has faced (and survived) so many moments through this journey that we didn't fathom being able to. As I shared with him this week, while he was making the decision, it is only because of God we've had the strength needed for each point along the way.
Worried whether he'de be strong enough to sit through the ceremony and walk across the stage, I reminded him that God is always with him. And that He sends a peace we can't understand at just the right moments. I shared that we'd be praying without ceasing in the stands - and I know many of you, my faithful readers - and friends - will join us in prayer.
I'm so proud of the young man he has become, taking every little bit of good of that was Austin and mixing it with his sweet, funny personality.
Noah tried on the cap and gown on Thursday and sent me this picture. I can tell from his loving smile that he's honored to be doing this for his "Bubba" - and I know without a doubt that Austin is beyond proud of who he is and what he's doing tonight in memory of him.
Never would we have imagined this is how we'd spend Austin's high graduation. Celebrating his memory instead of this milestone...
We're hugged though by the knowledge so many of his friends wanted Austin remembered and present in some way at graduation. So many of them have reached out to me this week - with memories of Austin, showing airbrushed caps with his initials, offering to walk with Noah in the line.
And we're grateful Noah is able to share this moment with the classmates Austin so dearly loved. Fitting that he himself graduated on Tuesday. A 6th grade graduate, he'll move on to middle school next year. No more a little beaver, he is now an Eagle.
"Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:31
I'm the proud mom of two eagles now.
One, just earning his wings and learning to fly.
And one....soaring with the angels.
More from parenting