Lately, I have been in a dry spell. This dating is really just a drag. Nevermind online dating too.. half of those people make up things that are not true about themselves. ( been there and done that) Then when I do meet someone, they are either one married or two playing games. Now in my fourties it seems even harder. Am I overthinking or looking in the wrong area. Why bother looking? I just will not give up. I still believe there is someone out there for me. For all I have been through, I deserve someone to share the remainder of my life with, doesn't everyone? Do not get me wrong, I would rather be single than be in unhappy relationship. I look around and I see some people and I ask myself how do they find people. I have done speed dating, online dating, through friends, work friends, you name it I have done it all. Now the question is what happens next. Nothing. I have decided to take care of me and let things just happen.