Ok, so I'm really not sure how to start this entry. I've typed & erased 5 or 6 different sentences in the last 2 minutes. I'm having the week from hell, so I guess I'll start this one off with a warning. WARNING: THIS RANT MAY CONTAIN LOW AMOUNTS OF BITCHINESS. You have been warned.
This week. Ugh. That word pretty much describes it. It probably wasn't as bad as I'm making it out to be, I do tend to overreact sometimes, but I'm on my monthly, so doesn't that give me a right to complain? Problem #1, cramps. Very, very, very bad cramps. I just wanna curl up in a ball and cry. The last time I had stomach pains like this was when my appendix burst 3 years ago, and it's got me thinking that maybe something isn't normal, which is just adding on to how stressed out I already am :(
My boss(AKA my dad) was out of the town the last 2 weeks, which means that it was up to me to run the whole office. Keep in mind I have absolutely no idea how to run a business, much less one that manufactures doors. I don't know anything about doors. My job is being an assistant. I answer phones. I run errands. So on and so forth. I don't run a business. So for 2 weeks now, I've had NO IDEA what I was doing. I took the approach of 'go with my gut'. Turns out my gut is horrible at making decisions. I had to sit thru an hour of being SCREAMED at this morning, in front of all the employees. It was so embarrassing it was all I could do to keep myself from breaking down or from flipping out. Who leaves their company with someone who doesn't know what they're doing, then yells at them for doing it wrong? My dad, that's who. Because he was out of town, I also haven't had a day off in 2 weeks. That's not really that bad, but I wake up for work at 5:30 am, and the lack of sleep is getting to me. I'm used to having Friday, Saturday, and Sunday off, so it's been rough. Being so emotional right now doesn't help.
Then, on Sunday last weekend, my computer decided to crap out. I was pinning random stuff off Pinterest when it made this funny whirring noise and just turned off. Since I'm computer retarded I took it to Apple since I'm still under warranty, thinking they could fix it. Y'know, since that's supposably what they do there. So I end up waiting at the Apple store for 2 hours, only to see a 'genius' (yea right) and be told that there is nothing they can do. After arguing with the moron for 10 minutes, asking to speak to a manager, all that crap, they still 'cant' fix it. Total BS. More like WON'T fix it. So I spent like 10 days without my computer (withdrawals!!). The IT guy that comes to my work ended up fixing it yesterday (he even said it as like the easiest fix ever) except now I seem to have lost EVERYTHING I had saved on my computer. All my pictures, videos, contacts, files, all of it. Gone. And there's no way to get it back. Pictures from my prom, the birth of my nephew, one-of-a-kind pictures that I'll never get back. And that makes me SO MAD! But, I have my computer back, and the memories are in my head, and I'll make plenty more memories, so I'm trying to stay positive and keep that in mind, or else I'm gonna flip.
Alright. I'll stop now. That's enough boo-hoo'ing. Sorry about all that. I just needed to get it out. I also had a tutorial set up for this turquoise and gold shell charm bracelet I made last weekend, but I lost every. single. picture. I do, however, still have a shitty camera phone picture of the completed bracelet, so if anyone likes it (like anyone will actually read this) let me know and I'll try to recreate it as best as I can.
Sorry again about the crappy picture quality. There's only so much Photoshop can do. Hope you guys like it! Have a GREAT day everybody!! ツ
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