You know that feeling right, when you know that things are changing. Wednesday mornings used to be set, I did the same thing, every Wednesday morning, every week. Well this morning and like the last 3 I am not doing what I always have.
I honestly miss going to the local cafe and having coffee at 5:30 in the morning. Yes, 5:30 in the morning. For someone who on a normal day cannot wake up at 7am to be at work at 7:45. Although, coffee is much more exciting than being on the phone for 10 hours a day. But with that being said, things lately have been different.
I am finding myself more distant then I was with someone whom I have considered my sister. I am not sure if that is my doing with my habit to push people away and out of my life, or if it is just happening because of my mood.
But I should look at the positive things…right? Like now, curled up on this recliner, with my two dogs fighting for the cozy spot right under my arm and tucked into the blanket. Wishing I had a cup of coffee, yet to lazy and tired to go get it from the short 10 I have to walk.
I have to look at the positive things, or else I will drive myself crazy.
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