Okay, fine. I am letting my crush go, there are far too many "ifs and maybe-so's," - dangerous connections to my biggest secret fear and ~sigh, it is just not worth the risk.
The lyrics, "It's the good advice, you just didn't take" from Alanis Morissette's "Isn't it Ironic", have been rolling through my mind....so, instead - (for now) - I will take my restless self and redo parts of my perfectly perfect tiny house.
Painting the girls room, pulling their carpet....putting in a wood floor and so on and on and on....this is exactly what I need. While moving is terribly tempting, will all the terror, all the drama....this will have to do. Time to shake things up....just not, potentially, our health.
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