Okay everyone this is something that has been on my mind for a while... There has been a guys who I've been interested in for quite some time now. We've been physical, and now it's to the point where I want to settle down with him... problem is he says he doesn't want a girlfriend. Tonight his homeboy starts an arguement about the way my hair looks, he said that it is the reason that his best friend doesn't want to be my man... BUT HE'S NEVER SEEN ME LIKE THIS BEFORE! I think that the bestfriend is gay because this is his second time trying to start something and I think that is something that a female does. I've decided not to mention this to my guy friend because it will only make him upset. Sometimes I get depressed thinking about how lonely I am and whatever reason he has for not wanting to be with me is just his lost.
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