Today i realize the hustle and bustle of the school year ending and my husband pointing me in every direction, but in the direction of things i would like to do!!!! So this will be quick. I am beginning to write my own book and in hopes that i will find the time to do so i come to this blog and chat about my everyday life. Although no one knows what has shaped me into who i am today. This book may get me sued or killed but i am going to write my heart out anyway. Sometimes i think i am alone in the things that have happened to me and how everyone loves drama so i am certain my book will be a must read. In my heart i know there are people that have it worse than me but since the wreck i have been searching for my purpose. I recently read another great read called "My big bottom blessing" By Teasi Cannon. In her book she also points the finger at me like Jenna Weber's "White Jacket Required", as i have people in my that talk negative and disturbing things to me about my body and self image. I have never like my body and after 14 years of marriage he still says i'm crazy. I believe its because all the abuse we endure as children. So as i find it in my heart to sit down to revisit all these memories i have locked away and forgotten i'm afraid of what will surface. I know that in the end i may feel better, but do i really want to know the truth about my DNA makeup that i have been trying to change for so long? I guess we will see what Happens!! Also, i would like to shout out to my wonderful older sister Renee as yesterday was her birthday, and tomorrow is my wonderful nieces birthday Bree. Wish me luck on my venture's as even i don't fully understand what all is locked away in my head.
I got the following picture from Pinterest this morning
and it spoke to me maybe it will do the same for you as i carry myself away to the past.
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